Sometimes, you may have noticed yourself thinking of someone. But do you know that he or she whom you have been thinking about, may actually thinking about someone else?

From times, there may be someone who is thinking about you. Yet, you do not care about him or her at all…

And sometimes, dreaming alone is tons better than the fact that,
All dreams you have been wonderfully dreaming, is just a dream…

Therefore, it is not unusual at all for the majority of people choose to live in their own dream, rather than facing the cruel world of truth that you are not the first in his or her heart.

It is not a tragedy…

If you are not the first, you may be a second, which is better than third or fourth.

If you are the tenth in his or her heart, it is better than not in his or her heart at all.

Be optimistic…

One thing you should know, please remember that: If you heart still doesn’t cry out loud and said to yourself that:

“I’m too tired… Please control yourself before I am too exhausted…”

… then you can still love him or her.

To love some one does not need any efforts.

To give up someone is, nevertheless, needs a lot of efforts.

It is your decision.

Whether the happiness of looking into his or her eyes, knowing that you can be together, or the grief of having to avoid her eyes, knowing that you may lose her at any time, and wishing it is not soon.

Which one is better, it is your to choose. But, make sure you will not regret your choice today.

Do not blame yourself that you have found him or her too late.
Do not blame him or her to not have you in his or her heart.
Do not blame fate that let us met, but does not let us be together.

Do smile to yourself, that at least, even you have met him or her too late, but you still have met him or her in your lifetime.

Do smile to him or her, that even though you do not get his or her heart, but he or she still has your heart, forever.

Do smile to fate, that at least it let us met and getting to know each other.

You should be happy that at least you have found:

Someone that you wish to save his or her smile for you exclusively.
Someone whom you care more than yourself.
Someone who make you laugh, and cry a lot.
Someone whose smile can change your depressed day into the brightest day.

Isn’t that enough for you?

Just only seeing someone you love laughing with someone he or she loves, is enough.

That is the happiness and the power of love, the true and pure love.

The text above is translated from some Thai forward mail. I translated and reworded so it looks better =)

So far, I got this forward mail from the one I secretly love, and at the end of the email reads:

Forward this email to at least twenty persons, or you will not success in any relationships. Make sure the one recipient is one you love.

Well, I can say I was confused that time. Spent time thinking, 39 days later, I forwarded the email back to the sender. =)

The is one of a only few email that I keep in my inbox (I normally archive all emails).

But still, other than the email forward, I still don’t have enough courage to ask her out yet, despite the fact that I almost lost her once already.