Gain and Loss

It was a time that I missed her
That I know I love her.
Who I have never noticed before,
These times passed like a blur.

But on the other day,
Her beauty stunned my mind.
She helps me control myself
Better than the days I used to cried.

Yes, I do love her,
Very much indeed.
The thought makes me warm;
The feels of love and need.

I seem to notice, that her,
She seems to fancied me too.
But the simple fact that both of us
Still unsure what to do.

After all, I am a coward;
I never have enough courage to ask her.
If not by luck and chances,
I wouldn’t have even talked to her.

Chances and luck,
Is what I owe, I know forever.
Strange time it is for me,
But finally I know her better.

This day I’m losing her,
Fairly quickly, not like I want it.
But here we are still, like the past,
Barely talk, interact to finish.

I know she has been stolen
Glances at me, occasionally.
But I also know that
She caught me do it frequently.

I can’t afford losing her,
For she holds my heart for too long.
Especially when it was still young;
The feeling is just too strong.

I don’t think I’ll ever love any others;
Something told me she is the right one.
And I’m not pressing my luck,
Which may leave me and her alone.

My heart missed her a lot;
When she has gone, what am I doing?
I need her, very much to help me,
Otherwise I may broke down, like promising…

Nat Pavasant
13-Feb-2009
Valentine Eve

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