For her own good

There’s one who I love
Who I care about the most
Who I really want to spend time with
Who I’m going to lost.

Yet, there is still a hope;
Not much, but worth living.
I don’t want to lose her,
But I don’t know if it is a good thing

I may just being selfish,
But I’m not in the mood.
I know she has to go,
’Cause she is leaving for her own good.

But chances are, she may not leave.
Wht? — I don’t really know.
I don’t care — as long as she stayed;
I can’t afford losing her, no…

I really hope that she won’t leave,
And leave me alone in rain…
I know I may be just a mad,
Like a git without brain.

She isn’t leaving

I was very sad and depressed,
I couldn’t walk and talk like I used to be.
’Cause my heart longed for her,
Only her could fulfill me.

She was leaving…..
To where I couldn’t reach her.
For once, I really know my feeling,
That I really, really love her.

But now, she comes back.
She isn’t leaving anymore.
My heart bright — I was happy.
I really, really need her more.

It is a very colorful day,
Sun shines over the glowing moutain.
Flowers bloom — wind blows.
She makes nature alive again.

Two post-valentine poems. End of my poem series =) Remember, reward if you can figure which girl I’m talking about (and therefore who I secretly love). UPDATE: Within 23:59 of 17 Feb ICT (UTC+7)

Extra: A Valentine 5-7-5 Haiku. Not so good compare to the poems =P

It was an old past,
that I do not know her so fast,
and she is the last.

There was a short time
I fall in love for other prime,
but I quickly stop.

Then it was moment
I really know she is meant,
to be with me, fate.

Love grows stronger
I need her, for my good life
I need her better.

And there I can see.
The end of two-paths of me,
either crossed, or broke.

Also my and her paths,
May crossed, may not, just on luck.
Or maybe just a good ruck.

NOTE: Only “Gain and Loss” poem is fully copyrighted. Other poems and Haiku are under CC-BY Some rights reserved license.